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Writing this farewell blog is like writing a suicide blog. What happens now after saying goodbye? Life after life? I just don't want to say goodbye. I don't want. I'm fucking too bad in goodbyes. I just can't. I... I don't know what to say. Four years is never enough. I can't just leave the memories behind and say "Farewell guys, I won't forget all of you." Huh? It's never true. One day, my friends that are once crying for me and saying that we will never forget each other will just be a WORD soon. I can't let go. My hand are too tired of letting things go. I don't want to lose another treasure. Goddamnit. I WANT MORE. (1:25pm)
There are things that when you get use to it, you actually forgot that one day you are going to leave them and start a new one and at a short period of time, you got lost to the idea of temporariness. We will never know the value of things, not unless when they're gone, when you don't have them anymore.
Some says that high school is the best experience that they will keep forever in their memory lanes. Well, on my side, it turned out to be right. I've experienced it. Hell yeah. It has been the center of my life for five years, and while writing this blog, I don't have the guts to say it. I can't find the right words to say, GOOD BYE.
Some says that high school is the best experience that they will keep forever in their memory lanes. Well, on my side, it turned out to be right. I've experienced it. Hell yeah. It has been the center of my life for five years, and while writing this blog, I don't have the guts to say it. I can't find the right words to say, GOOD BYE.
I want to escape this moment. Too many words but none of those can express how I am feeling right now. I need a chapter break.
BEFORE I MOVE TO THE NEXT STORY OF MY LIFE, I WANT TO THANK THESE PEOPLE WHO MADE MY LIFE WORTHWHILE. PEOPLE WHO NEVER GET TIRED OF MAKING ME HAPPY EVERYDAY. AND NOW WHEN I SEE THEM, IT MADE ME REALIZE THAT ALL THIS TIME THAT I'M LOOKING FOR LOVE, IT'S THEM WHOM WHAT I'M LOOKING FOR.
ESEP STUDENTS
Guys, thank you that we are one. We are whole. We're always this solid family and whatever might happen to us in the future, please promise me that we will always be the same family that we used to be. Thank you and may the Lord keep us always. Okay? Okay.
ESEP A FAMILY
ESEP A. You are all great and please keep that in mind. I remember the first time I've seen your faces and I never thought that you are those who will teach me the reals of the world. Thank you guys with my deepest gratitude, THANK YOU.
ESEP B IKIKIKIKIK
ESEP B. Panu ba yan? Mukhang oras na ang nagpapahiwalay sa atin. God. Goose bumps. Nakakaiyak. Ayoko ng mag-college. I'm gonna miss you ALL guys. Sabi nung iba nating kaklase na walang forever? Fuckyou. Haha. Can't you see it? We are the proof. Pamilya tayo dito. Mahal na mahal ko kayo. Walang biro. Mahal talaga. Kaya nga ayaw ko kayong bitawan kasi ng mahal ko kayo. At pag may nang ayaw sa inyo, Just call my name and I'll be there. Haha. Oy. Yung mga may utang-utang pa daw ay magbayad na dahil ga-graduate na *Oppss*. ESEP B? What happens now? ESEP B? What now? ESEP B? Now? Yeah. Now. Joke ayoko pa mag-good bye kasi na kakahiya namang magbaba-bye na agad ako sa inyo e dito lang naman kayo sa Pilipinas diba? Diba? Sumagot ka Jans. Ikaw din Lianne.
WILLIAM AND THE GANG
Hey dudes and dudettes. Thank you for being nice to me. Thank you for helping me cope with things up. William, you're handsome and keep that in mind. Don't forget to remember me when you already achieved your goals in life. Kayze, you're beautiful as the most beautiful plant in the world. Be strong baby. Brad, please don't break her heart huh? You'll break her heart or I'll break your face. Ilao, diet-diet din pag may time. Hoho. Joke. Hey you're a good person and someday you'll find the right one for you. Monty, dude, thank you haha. I just don't know you sometimes because you're cool. Via and Rosalie, Stay pretty and be the way you want to be. Alamag, hmmm. You're a BIG person and I know you want BIG too so good luck with your search for the right girl. Judy, the most modest girl I've ever known. Please don't change. I want you that way.
BAKLA AND FRIENDS
My. My. For short biography, they are those girls who are so stupid in love and most specially when they're in love. Joan baby, good luck to you and Kim, I know that he is serious to you and I wish you a very happy life and love life. And by the way, tell Kim that he should be nice to you because you have back-ups. Lol. Doha, when was the last time you ever cry? Who was the person behind those tears? Bakla, you're beautiful and intelligent and perfect and please don't waste your heart to those who are unworthy. I'm not telling a name, but you know it in your heart. Bianca, the strongest girl in the team. I adore you because you seldom cry and I'm not as strong as you. Hey. When you have found the right one, please tell us ha. ASAP. Who is the luck guy? Love you babies!
ADRIAN "TAONG DILIM" LOUIS Hey. Dude. I know that while reading this blog you'll be saying, "Ahh. T-I si Christine ang pangit nung kinuhang picture saken eh," I'm going to tell you a secret, "You're handsome in every way. You have the brain and the heart. When you already found the lucky girl, I'm sure she'll love you the same way you love her. And the record, you got the most affecting laugh." Bro, thank you for everything. Thank you for the advice. Thank you for always making the classroom not boring. Thank you so much. |
JOEY "DARA" MAE Joey, thank you for being there just like Adrian. Please, never forget me. Don't. I love you dear. Boss, have you ever seen yourself in the mirror? And how much beauty and guts you have? Have you seen those? Because for the past years that you have been my classmate, I'm always able to see the good in you. You're the girl whom I would crave for if I am a man. With my deepest heart, thank you. |
CLARKY BOY Dude, as far I had some times with you, I can probably say the you are one of the neutral people in ESEP B. Thank you for every thing even though we don't have much time to bond, but still, I do appreciate everything you have. Good luck to your future and please don't ever forget me. Thank you. |
AIME "MEME" DIARITO Aime, if you think that no one appreciates you. No. It's not true. I do appreciate you. You are a very nice person. You are a good friend that I want to be just like those of your friend. Thank you for everything even though you don't remember what are those thing that you have helped me. Thank you, thank you. And when you said that there's no such a thing as best friend. No. You have God. You have us. We are many and we love you. I'll make sure to be true with you. Thank you. |
GEM ABIGAIL Geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeem! My nicest classmate ever. My friend. Aww. So nice of you the you appreciate ALL of us. Thank you for the nice smile that gives us hope. Thank you for everything. Gem, don't worry, he loves you. Don't worry you have us. Don't worry that IF he doesn't appreciate your full effort, then we do. Gem, your name describes what people must treat you. I love you dear. |
KEI, ANGELI, AND DIANNE
Angeli, thank you for being like an ate to me. Hoho. Thank you dear for being a nice person to us. You are a neutral person and I want to cry because you are neutral. Idunno. I just want to cry because you never think of something bad to people. You're always this type of girl who's always got something to tell to people. Kei, thank you for the school years that I have you as my seatmate. Thank you for the team work. I'm afraid that Ma'am Cabungcal might get mad to us because of the red book hahaha. Any way, Good luck to your life and to your family and to your Samone. Ehemm. Thank you. Diaaaaaaaaaaaaanne! Thank you for being a good friend and a good cousin to me. You are beautiful and I'm lucky to have you as my friend. Friend. Friend. Thank you so much. Thank you Dianne. You're great. Good luck with your life. I love you all.
THE GOOD SAMARITANS
My good Samaritan classmates. Hey. Jamilano, Nolledo, and Cedrick, please never break someone else's heart huh. I know that when you guys have your lives, you all will be successful. Thank you for being the silent-type people in class because without those, then the class is not complete. Breech and Glynise, Nizza and Loriel, when I've seen your digital arts, I've realized how much you love your best friends. You both pairs are a good example of real friendship. Thank you for that. Guys, good luck with your life. God bless.
JUNRICK
Junrick, there are times that I just want to look at your face because it's very nice of you that even though sometimes I'm being a mean person to you, you're still nice and kind enough. Hey. Look. In ESEP B, we are family here and if you think that no one cares about you and no one respects you, no. No. No. No. Keep that in mind. You're like a brother to us. Thank you. |
ARA, JANS, JEZ, NICOLE, CAREZZA, AND ZAYRA Guys, thank you for being a great friend to us. Ara and Karimay, you both have future in leading. Thank you. Janz, you and Palomar are great couples that I wish that I have one too. Thank you. Nicole and Zayra, yo u too areso nice. And you should know that you two are gorgeous and kind and I sometimes want to be like one of you. Thank you. Jeeeeeez, thank you giving me some pdf files hahaha. Thank you and continue serving God and I know that He is happy to see you serving Him. Thank you. |
LEMUEL, RONALD, AND KENT "THE BREEZY BOYZZ"
Yo. Lemuel and Kent, stay gentle. Haha. Thank you for making the girls "kilig" for the past years that you both are studying in QH. I'm going to miss you both. And Kent, I'm still here ha. You have me. XD Joke. Kent, someday you'll gonna find her. Lemuel, don't break her heart huh? Jeree is gorgeous and you two are perfect. Ronald. Thank you. I just don't understand you sometimes, but then most of the time I do. I liked you when I was in my younger years and you're kind and exotic creature thaat a lot of girls would make up to you. Lololol. (4:36pm)